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Everytime I don't. I almost do, I almost do.
Hari itu malmingan pertama, nonton pertama, ke suatu tempat yang belum yang pertama dan naik taksi pertama. Pulang malem eh engga deng eh iya da macet eh da engga sih. Besoknya baru buka sms. Daaaan sms dari orang eta yang pertama di hari itu
X : Jangan pulang malem-malem ya
I : *wajahflat, telatbuka, udahterlanjur, malesbales, langsungdelete*
Ada sms dari orang berbeda, langsung bales tanpa mikir panjang.
Lupa, kamu sama dia kan beda: )
Haha geje pisan emang amitamit ya

Every End of The Day —

It’s because I like you, so even though I have a cold expression
That’s not how I feel inside, it’s all lies
But I’m frustrated by how foolish you are
It’s because I like you so much, so even though I have a sullen expression
Once again I wait and ponder over what to do
And at the end of the day, the words I say are
I love you

Not interested in love,
but I’m attracted to you
I hope that you feel the same way too
A little too fast but way too long
Though I’m not sure where I belong

Better than Love

Ours —

Elevator buttons and morning air
Strangers’ silence makes me want to take the stairs
If you were here we’d laugh about their vacant stares
But right now my time is theirs

Seems like there’s always someone who disapproves
They’ll judge it like they know about me and you
And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do
The jury’s out, my choice is you

So don’t you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high, the water’s rough
But this love is ours

You never know what people have up their sleeves
Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me
Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles
But I don’t care cause right now you’re mine

And you’ll say
Don’t you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high, the water’s rough
But this love is ours

And it’s not theirs to speculate
If it’s wrong and
Your hands are tough
But they are where mine belong and
I’ll fight that doubt and give you faith
With this song for you

Cause I love the gap between your teeth
And I love the riddles that you speak
And any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos will be ignored
Cause my heart is yours

So don’t you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
Don’t you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
But they can’t take what’s ours
They can’t take what’s ours

The stakes are high, the water’s rough
But this love is ours

05/16/1993: happy birthday lee jieun

(Source: jieunnshi)

Dear You —

Dear you.

Aku memang munafik. Aku mengatakan hal yang berbeda dengan apa yang aku rasakan. Aku takut, aku takut kamu menghilang, pergi, dan tak pernah kembali lagi menjadi.. ehm seorang teman. Aku tau aku salah, aku melakukan kesalahan terbodoh. Waktu masih panjang dan aku telah membuat suatu masalah yang membuatmu malu tak karuan.

Maaf. Maaf. Maaf.

Maaf karena aku begitu bodoh. Maaf karena aku terlalu berharap jauh. Maaf karena aku menyimpan rasa untukmu. Maaf karena aku terlalu mengganggu hidupmu. Maaf karena aku selalu berbeda untukmu.

Tapi..

Kamu selalu hadir dalam anganku, hadir dalam setiap kebahagiaan dan kesedihan yang aku alami, dan mennjadi orang pertama yang akan aku hubungi saat aku mengalami hal baru.

Aku tau itu konyol. Tertawalah sesuka hatimu.

Aku salah, karena aku berharap kamu memiliki rasa yang sama. Ya, itu hanya sebagian kesalahan yang aku lakukan. Masih banyak kesalahan lain yang mungkin membuatmu merasa jijik.

I’m.. I’m thinking about you when I’m with him.

Aku selalu berangan bahwa kamulah dia. Tapi nyatanya kamu bukan dia. Kamu dan dia orang yang berbeda. Dan dia… aku belum bisa ada untuknya. Aku ada untukmu dan dia ada untukku tapi kamu… aku tidak tau kamu ada untuk siapa.. Aku mencoba untuk tidak peduli, tapi jauh di dalam diriku sana.. aku peduli, benar-benar peduli.

Aku hanya berdoa, agar aku belajar tulus. Tulus dan ikhlas membiarkanmu bahagia, bahagia dengan orang yang kamu dambakan.. Tapi, tak bisakah kamu belajar? Belajar untuk mencintai orang yang mencintaimu? Tak bisakah kamu mencobanya? Mencobanya untukku, bukan untuk orang itu.

Aku tidak menunggu, tapi aku ada disini. Jika kamu membutuhkanku, kapanpun. But, you wont do the same, right?

Dear you

Aku ingin mencobanya, tak peduli siapapun yang ada di hatimu saat ini, aku akan mencobanya walaupun aku gagal. Aku hanya ingin mencobanya, karena kamu. Karena harapan yang aku miliki, karena angan yang ingin aku kejar. Aku ingin mencobanya walaupun itu tidak mungkin. Aku tau seberapa jauh kamu disana, tapi aku hanya ingin mencobanya. Ketulusan.

Dear you

I’m in love with you, please.. understand me(:

Don’t lose patience in the rain. At least, it allows us to account for every detail. When the rain finally stops, the sky bright we will make how precious this day that as we expected

Aom, Seasons Change

Seasons Change —

I know it’s crazy but i want to at least try.
I know it will be difficult for me to achieve something special.
But I want to try at least once.
I know we are too different both, i know how far you are to be reached.
Everyone think it’s impossible.
But I was  ordered by LOVE to climb that height once in my life that I meet you
No matter what comes up, at least try
Want to live than have to risk, I don’t want you to be just my imagination.
I don’t care how tough it is or even how much i have to try.
It’s better than let you go away from me.
I fell in love with you, please understand me.

kpoppa:


It’s because I like you, so even though I have a cold expression
That’s not how I feel inside, it’s all lies
But I’m frustrated by how foolish you are
It’s because I like you so much, so even though I have a sullen expression
Once again I wait and ponder over what to do
And at the end of the day, the words I say are
I love you

IU ‘Every End Of The Day’

youmust r ead

kpoppa:

It’s because I like you, so even though I have a cold expression
That’s not how I feel inside, it’s all lies
But I’m frustrated by how foolish you are
It’s because I like you so much, so even though I have a sullen expression
Once again I wait and ponder over what to do
And at the end of the day, the words I say are
I love you

IU ‘Every End Of The Day’

youmust r ead

(Source: jieunsister)

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