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It's you and me, maybe. Neither it is.

Standing on this street that I always used to walk with you
I blankly pace back and forth and look at the sky
Then the traffic light changed and I saw you
I couldn’t take another step and just turned around
As I turned around, on top of my footsteps
Tear marks were engraved one by one
I’m the one who broke up with you, I’m the one who said it’s over
But it hurts so much when I passed you by

"Don’t love me, don’t love me, don’t love me"
Lies I say as I hold it in alone, as I swallow it in alone
It hurts this much after I left you
So I hope you aren’t hurting like I am


I’m only filled with regrets and it hurts like this

I’m hurting like this, why?

I hope you aren’t hurting like I am

Yes.
Walk away.
Back off.
Give up.

I just did that.

Satisfied now,
Miss?

you’ll never fade, fade to black
please fade, fade to black

but the nightmares come back

you left me paralyzed, no cure, no rehab for me
funny that you got the nerve to keep asking me
how i’ve been
you’re the victor in this pageantry
but the only trophy you deserve, catastrophe

Why aren’t you over me yet like a fool?
Why am I still a good person to you?
It’s already been a few months since we broke up
But why are you still living in the memories?

There are a lot of good people next to you
It’s okay if you start a new love
I’ll truly wish for your happiness with a smile
I keep seeing you wandering around
So I can’t start a new love
Oh yeah, at this late hour, you…

Why did you come to me again?
When it’s me who’s too cowardly to let you go?
I hear your sad cries on the other side of the door
Why did you come to me again?
When I’ve already cooled down
I have no more warmth to share with you anymore
No more, no more, I’m not someone you can lean on anymore

Fine, cry all you want, if that’s what it takes to wash me all away
If that’s what it takes to erase all the lingering attachment in your heart
I’m not worth the pain you’re going through
I’m not the same person who was with you in the past
I don’t wanna lie and say I let you go because I love you
I’ll stay with you just for today, hurry and get up
I can hold out my hand but it’s just for today

We can’t go back, you know that
You can’t be happy next to me
I keep seeing you wandering around
So I can’t be at peace for a single day
So I can’t start a new love

Please stop, I’m getting colder as time goes by
So I’m afraid that I’ll hurt you
Just live happily as if you have something to prove to me

No more, no more, I’m not someone you can lean on anymore

We’re together but we’re not talking.
We’re in love but we don’t express it.

Again, Davichi

I used to think that one day we’d tell the story of us,
And how we met
And how the sparks flew instantly
And people would say they’re the lucky ones

I used to know my place was the spot next to you,
Now I’m searching the room for an empty seat
Cause lately I don’t even know what page you’re on

Oh, a simple complication,
Miscommunications lead to a fallout,
So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up, I can’t break through

Now I’m standing alone in a crowded room
And we’re not speaking
And I’m dying to know
Is it killing you like it’s killing me, yeah
And I don’t know what to say since a twist of fate,
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now

Next chapter

How did we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes
And trying to look busy
And you’re doing your best to avoid me

I’m starting to think one day I’ll tell the story of us
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here
But you held your pride like you should have held me

Oh, I’m scared to see the ending,
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I’d tell you I miss you but I don’t know how
I’ve never heard silence quite this loud.
Now I’m standing alone in a crowded room
And we’re not speaking
And I’m dying to know
Is it killing you like it’s killing me, yeah
And I don’t know what to say since a twist of fate,
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now

This is looking like a contest
Of who can act like they care less
But I liked it better when you were on my side
The battle’s in your hands now
But I would lay my armor down
If you said you’d rather love than fight

So many things that you wish I knew
But the story of us might be ending soon
Now I’m standing alone in a crowded room
And we’re not speaking
And I’m dying to know
Is it killing you like it’s killing me, yeah
And I don’t know what to say since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now
Now, now, now
And were not speaking,
And I’m dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it’s killing me?

And I don’t know what to say since a twist of fate,
‘Cause were going down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now


The End.

"She falls in love too easily
and changes her favourite stars too often”

Oh.
Right.

“Loving someone has been tiring for me. I mean, I have to deal with all the jealousy, the pain, the breakup, the everything.”

She let out a muffled sigh, followed by a bittersweet smile curving her lips.

“I’m tired. I don’t think I’d like to love anyone for the time being. I wanted to live my life on my own, day by day, thinking of myself only. Selfishly living alone. I guess, I’d do that.”

Lucky —

Being born in the same country
Talking in the same language
We’re so lucky, it’s such a relief
Nothing is for certain in this world
On a day that I wore nice clothes
I met you, I was lucky
It’s because I did good in the past
I can call your name and I can hold your hand
Is the falling sunlight only shining
on me? Can I be this happy?
You call my name and you lean on my shoulder
Is the sky’s sunlight only shining on you? Can you be that dazzling?
So lucky, my love
So lucky to have you
So lucky to be your love, i am
Mmmm
We like the same colors
We like the same movies, lucky
It’s a love that’s meant to be
We smile brightly in the photo,
we’re a perfect harmony
I think I’m a lucky guy,
it’s so good like we’re in a fairy tale of our dreams
Oh my god, it’s the best thing to hear
Her voice melts me like ice cream
She is picture perfect
Because you’re my first, because
this song is about you
I’m smiling like this, so only you can see, are you looking at me right now?
I have a new dream, it’s to be one a better man
Because your eyes that look at me make me run once again more than anything else
So lucky, my love
So lucky to have you
So lucky to be your love, I am
Mmmm